confusion

so much confusion, so much has happened in such a small amount of time. decisions to still make. I've had good news and bad news and in between news. i just wish i had a little book with all the answers.
is this the right choice
would i be who i am if i hadn't taken this path
what will happen on this path
what will happen on that path
what if i walk the path alone
is this what adult is?
i remember that i couldn't wait to grow up and make my own decisions
cant i go back to being a kid with a bedtime and a vegetable quota
sometimes the future and all of its options are so overwhelming

but this i know i want someone, preferably one who fits my guy criteria lol, to be overwhelmed with or even better...... to tell me its OK, there's nothing to be overwhelmed about (I'm kind of an over reactor )

sometimes it feels like time is already passed by so quickly, i think i should have procrastinated less.
i thought id be farther in life. ugh it feels like something is missing ..................i just can't figure it out